Inside Out Challenge

This is was my contribution for the #insideoutchallenge created by an Instagram makeup artist (@lilmoonchildd) in effort to create awareness on mental illness. The challenge is to recreate what your mental illness would look like to you inside on one half of your face, with the other being normal.

I struggle every day with depression and anxiety. Every moment of my every day is taken over by my mental illness. This causes me to not be able to do simple things that most people take for granted such as ordering a drink at a coffee shop, having a conversation with someone, going to a certain place, etc. I will literally wait outside a Starbucks, looking in the window, and walk in once a line of at least two people has formed to get in to take my order, as I need to read the menu for what I want and need time to prepare myself. Which reading it sounds really stupid and insane, but I physically and mentally cannot do it any other way.

My life is restricted because of this, and I miss out on so many opportunities because my anxiety forces me to not be able to. It feels like my brain and thoughts are in a prison, and I have no way of controlling them or getting out. I don’t find myself sharing this with many people because it is very difficult for those who have never dealt with any sort of related issues to comprehend what it’s like.

People usually say “just relax!” or “you’re too young to have anxiety!” which really hurts. We live in a society that conceives mental illness as something that is scary and wrong, therefore it is ignored and stigmatized.

I did some research to make myself sound smart, and found out that 1 in 4 people worldwide will have a mental or neurological disorder at some point in their lives. Currently, more than 40% of the world’s countries have no mental health policy, and over 30% have no mental health program. That’s really sad. I believe that it is so important to help educate our friends, family, peers, the general public and ourselves on the basics of mental health. Being mindful on how to treat someone dealing with mental issues and knowing what it is can make a much bigger positive impact on someone than you would think.

What would you do if you knew you could not fail?

Throughout my entire life, I have always had very ambitious and large dreams of what I want to accomplish. In my mind, I don’t think I’ve ever really thought about living a “normal” life, living in a “normal” place and working a “normal” job. I’ve always seen myself as the CEO, and not the employee. I think a lot of people think I sound pretty conceited because of this. But it isn’t my fault I aspire big.

I get asked A LOT about what I want to do with my life once I graduate high school. And it’s not like most people even care, or that it’s their business what I plan on doing with my life. But I think being a makeup artist is a very non-traditional career, so people tend to be more inquisitive about it. If someone tells you that they plan on working with law, it’s usually pretty easy to guess what their career will look like in 10 years. Unless they plan on becoming the next Judge Judy.

It’s really annoying when you tell someone your life plans and they stomp all over them. It’s a pretty recurring event for me. I have gotten to a point where I usually don’t talk about them much to people because I always get told: “Oh, how are you gonna do that?” “Well, it’s good to dream!” and the classic “Wow, but you’re so young! I’m sure your ideas will change once you become an adult”. The truth is that most people find it hard to see a 16-year-old girl living in a mansion in Bel Air, working as Kim Kardashian’s personal makeup artist and part-time best friend in the near future. So I’ve stopped telling everyone what I want to do, and I tell various fabricated lies instead. When I get asked the golden question, I reply with “Hmm, I don’t quite know yet”. Even though I’ve really been looking at apartments in Los Angeles for the past year or so, and thinking about my future is what motivates me to continue living.

I believe that many adults have absurdly low standards for teenagers and their future. When I do tell people that I have my future pretty well planned out, they usually are very surprised. Which is sad to me. Because the truth is, a large majority of teenagers graduate high school and go to college to get a degree they’ll never use. They get some standard job and live an average life. That’s what our society seems to perceive as “normal”. There is nothing wrong with that. But why aren’t adults pushing and encouraging us to do our best and make our dreams become reality? As a human being, you have the power to do anything you want with your life. Nothing is impossible. Sure, it might not be easy, but the only thing that holds you back is excuses and those you make up.

If I knew that I could not fail anything, I would probably just continue doing what I do now. I have many aspirations that I would like to achieve in my lifetime, and failing has never crossed my mind. I am confident in myself, and I’ve always known that I can do anything if I work hard enough. I think the biggest cause of my motivation is to prove everyone wrong once I do succeed. One of my most favorite quotes is by RuPaul. In one of his books, he wrote: “Even when I was down, I treated myself as a star, and eventually, the rest of the world would catch up”. I live by this every day. I continue to work hard and push the limits, so I can realize my dreams. Because I know that if I don’t do so, and just live an average and normal life, I will regret it.

The world’s four most unusual prisons

“It is said that no one truly knows a nation until one has been inside its jails. A nation should not be judged by how it treats its highest citizens, but its lowest ones.”

Nelson Mandela

 Every year that our planet circles around the sun, we discover and learn such incredible things. Each second, our planet earth is evolving and growing in ways that we may never truly understand. Brilliant inventors and gifted human beings innovate breathtaking ideas and creations each and every day. Humanity is becoming more and more accepting, aware and informed on how to save, help, accept, create and inspire to make our world a better place. But good is not always a symptom for bad. We live in a world with large amounts of hatred, evil, and despicable crime. Hate speech, murder, assault, bullying, exclusion and discrimination are some of many things which our race unfortunately deals with. And more than often, victims of these heinous crimes are likely to repeat them. Half of the world’s prison population being approximately nine million people, is held in the US, China or Russia. Known for their severe incarceration rates, the US are the world’s highest, at 724 American citizens per 100,000 which are in prison. The smallest rate of imprisonment lies in San Marino, one of the world’s smallest countries which resides in Europe. Their total of inmates are of two people. It’s very apparent that each country has many different tactics when it comes to dealing with criminals, but what are they? Why are some countries so criminally populated, and others not? As you read along, we shall explore four innovative penitentiaries across the globe to get a better understanding on their shocking tactics to help diminish crime as much as possible.  

Prison 1 – Halden Prison, located in Halden, Norway

 Described as “the most humane prison in the world”, Halden Prison doesn’t sound too bad to me. Despite being maximum security, the grounds of this penitentiary have been described as modern, cheerful, safe and overall quite pleasant by many inmates, staff, and reporters which have spent time there. A bit over one million dollars have been spent to decorate the prison with exquisite art, photography and lighting which is displayed everywhere through the place to bring happy and inspirational vibes to the inmates. Holden’s goal is to help rehabilitate their convicted rapists, murderers and kidnappers during their stay so once they’re released to the world, they will know how to live a successful life out of crime. The maximum sentence given in Norway is 21 years no matter what crime has been committed, so many inmates are motivated to become better people because they know that they aren’t spending life in prison. This tactic seems to be working quite well, considering Norway’s prison population is a mere 3,874, ranking them the 129th spot in the global imprisonment scale of 223 countries. As the Norwegian Correctional Service like to say, “better out than in”.

 To help the inmates adjust to society better when let out, the prison offers daily cooking lessons and lets them prepare their own wholesome meals. Meal time is always spent together, with the inmates as well as the guards. The guards spent a large chunk of their work day with the inmates. They are encouraged to participate in games, sports, conversations and most daily activities with the inmates as this creates bonds and trust between guard and inmate. The guard’s official job description says they must motivate the inmate “So that his sentence is as meaningful, enlightening and rehabilitating as possible”. Although I cannot seem to stop using the word “inmate” for this situation, that word has no meaning at Halden. Instead of inmates or prisoners, they are referred to as pupils. There is a strong sense of equality and trust in this penitentiary, which is Norway’s key technique when it comes to crime.

 Another interesting aspect of this prison is how much fun and learning the inmates seem to be having there. The establishment features a professional recording studio with music teachers so that inmates that take an interest can find a new hobby, and produce some music. The studio has some of the most professional and hi-tech music making software there is. Inmates and even guards are encouraged to further their musical talents, and there has even been an album made by various members of the prison. The kitchen is always open for any aspiring chefs to try out a new recipe, since all inmates must cook their own meals. Despite housing many of Norway’s most notorious killers, everyone is allowed to freely use the cooking utensils, such as very sharp knives and forks, and even scissors. They also have full access to a large variety of even sharper tools during woodworking and construction seminars. Sitting around in jail for years on end can really gain you a couple pounds, so they have a large gym with lots of exercise equipment, and even a basket ball court. If you happen to be more into nature, the prison itself is actually surrounded by the “blueberry woods”, a Norwegian type of majestical forest. It consists of blue-­black spruces, slender Scotch pines and silver-­skinned birch trees which grow over a thick layer of blueberry bushes. These beautiful trees hover over the prison, and create a beautiful ecosystem which is very healing and therapeutic to everyone in the surrounding area. “Nature is a rehabilitation thing now,” said Gudrun Molden, an architect of the prison, to the New York Times in an interview. The forest provides a lovely place for inmates to take a walk or jog, sit and play cards with a friend, read a book or to do some art. Getting fresh air and exercise can help the inmates release any tension or stress going on, and make them overall happier and calmer people. Something else which the administration believes to keep the tension down is that the majority of their guards are female. Apparently, since this is a male only penitentiary, having female guards helps make it a positive and peaceful environment for the inmates. Officials have said that the male inmates often refrain from picking fights with guards since they are of the opposite gender, and they feel like it would be disrespectful to bother a female. This is one of the many reasons as to why there are barely any fights at all at Halden.

  With all their fancy decor, state of the art technology, and overall quality that this prison has to offer, you’d think that they must be in some serious debt. But since Norway’s incarceration rate is fairly low, the costs remain very manageable. It has been said that if the United States jailed their citizens at the same rate as Norway (which approximated is 75 per 100,000 residents, compared to the U.S.’s roughly 700 citizens per 100,000) they could easily save at minimum $45 billion a year. According to a survey done by the Vera Institute of Justice, the average U.S. taxpayer pays $31,286 a year per inmate, as of 2012. The study which was conducted among 40 states, approximates the country’s prison costs at $39 billion annually. Although it may be smaller, Norway is definitely winning in the money category. It is no secret that the U.S. is and has been in debt for a while now. Perhaps the rest of world needs to take a try at Halden’s uber liberal policies, since they seem to be the most humane and successful ones.

Prison 2 – Maricopa County Jail, located in Phoenix Arizona, United States of America

 Comparing this prison to the one in Norway makes it look like an absolute hell on earth, ran by the devil himself. Known as “America’s toughest sheriff”, Maricopa County Sheriff and warden Joe Arpaio is not someone to mess with. Arpaio has somehow managed to be the longest serving elected sheriff ever in Maricopa County, after being voted in on six different elections. His methods are strict, tough, inhumane and quite crazy, but to him that’s how it must be done. After comparing the prison, in Sheriff Arpaio’s words, to “a concentration camp”, you would think that criminals in Arizona must always be thinking twice before committing a crime so they don’t end up there. This is true, considering Arizona, which is a few thousand people short of the same population rate of Tennessee, has shockingly less crime in their state. An approximate scale of the annual violent crime rates by state shows Arizona to be ranked #16, compared to Tennessee being #3. If these statistics are true, it seems like Joe Arpaio’s techniques might actually be doing some good? But what good is keeping crime rates low in your state when you’re torturing a large sum of human beings to do so.

 Maricopa County, a small county located in Phoenix Arizona,  has six different incarceration sites, with all of them seeming to be averagely common prisons which run as you would imagine a prison would. With the exception of one of course; Tent City. Created by the notorious Joe Arpaio in 1993, this 7 acre piece of land holds a maximum of 2,176 inmates in a lovely outdoor setting. These minimum to medium sentenced male only convicts who are almost all awaiting their trials get to go camping every day of their sentence in the hot days and cold nights of Arizona. But this isn’t your usual state park campground. All inmates are housed in your typical korean war inspired, military-esque olive green canvas tents. Arpaio, who will go through any lengths to save a penny, decided to use tents as housing instead of actual buildings because he thought it would save the country a whole lot of money. The tents are unheated during the winter and uncooled in the summer, which sounds quite unpleasant if you look at the typical weather Arizona has to offer day and night. The warmest it’s been at tent city was in 2011, a whopping 145 degrees fahrenheit, nearly 30 degrees over their usual. When asked about what he was planning on doing with his roasting inmates by a reporter, Sheriff Arpaio replied “What am I going to do, take them out of jail because it’s too hot?”. Despite being in the toasty warm desert, a typical night in Arizona year round can easily go below 0 degrees. In effort to warm up, inmates can wrap themselves in their designated paper thin sheets of bubblegum pink fabric that they call blankets. Yet another genius idea from Arpaio, the inmates are properly equipped with a full array of pink coloured apparel varying from their uniforms, underwear, bedding, towels, and whatever kind of “decor” they have in effort to try and “humiliate them”. Another great quote from our beloved sheriff, “why give them a color they like?” since people still believe in the gender stereotype that men are all repulsed by the colour pink. I doubt it really bothers too many inmates, considering they have much worse things to worry about such as being in prison and living in tents.

 If anyone in Maricopa County thinks that they’re getting a chance to sit back, relax, and do nothing for their prison sentence, they’re wrong. Each inmate has a designated job such as food factory, housecleaning, training, equipment services, and election balloting. Everyone is forced to participate in hard labor each and everyday in the sweltering heat. And while doing so, they are constantly being peered at and viewed. Tent City is one of Arizona’s most popular tourist destinations, believe it or not! Tours of the grounds are offered daily to the public, which take groups all around the prison (in safe areas barriered off with fences and heavily armed guards of course) to get a taste of prison themselves. They even have a gift shop selling replicas of the beloved pink t-shirts which inmates wear to make a bit of extra profit. Not only is this a popular site for tourists, but the media as well. News teams and reporters are continuously standing outside the prison in order to crack something out of Arpaio, who seems to be a loose cannon especially when he does something controversial. His string of accusations include racism towards latino inmates, human abuse (an obvious one), his strong views on illegal immigration and many more shady things. Many people support him and many do not, but it’s safe to say that his inmates would probably hold a grudge against him for a while. It makes sense that such a controversial place would be ran by such a controversial man.

Very recently, Sheriff Arpaio lost his bid to run his seventh term in Arizona due to the latino voters of the state being fed up with his antics. This means that the sheriff duties and job of being the warden at tent city shall be given to someone else in the near future. Whether the next person assigned at the job will continue tent city or rebuild an actual prison is unknown so far, but I am certain that many inmates in Arizona are quite excited. A large sum of the population in Maricopa County hope that they can bring back a bit more kindness and civilness to their location, now that they’ve finally rid themselves of the proclaimed “Donald Trump of Arizona”.

Prison 3 – Aranjuez Prison, located in Aranjuez, Spain

One of the biggest woes of going to prison for many people around the world is leaving behind their children. Many parents have no significant other or family members to take care of their children so they end up alone or in foster care. Others leave them with a suitable guardian they do know that more often than not are probably worse for the child. In the United States, an estimated 809,800 inmates of the total 1,518,535 held in the country’s prisons in 2007 were parents of minor children, or children under the age of 18. Research has shown that most children who have parents involved with crime end up committing felonies themselves. In case you didn’t know, the average person does not allow inmates to keep their children with them. It makes sense considering the average person in prison is considered dangerous, and not suitable to be around small children. But there is an exception. Aranjuez Prison in Aranjuez, Spain contains 36 cell units for families with children under age three to reside in with their parents. Once the child turns three, they are taken away from their incarcerated parent(s) and returned to relatives (if there are any) or social services. The spacious cells contain cribs, toys, a double bed for the parents, a small bathroom and windows facing the outside of the prison. There is an outdoor playground for the children to play on, and doctors who come twice a week to visit each child and parent to assure everything is alright. With such luxuries, you would think that any inmate in Spain, let alone the rest of the world, would give almost anything to be there.

Every inmate wakes up at dawn for roll call and goes back to their cells at dusk. Except at Aranjuez, they have children with them. When an inmate decides to apply at this prison, they are observed over a two month observation period to prove that they’re suitable to live together and raise a child. Sex offenders are not eligible for the program. Once proven, they go to court to finalize the deal. Being the only prison in the world like this, it has a lot of mixed reviews. Many psychologists and pediatricians think that children should not be in jail, no matter the circumstances. The first three years of a child’s life are said to be when they learn and change the most, so many experts are concerned that they will be impacted negatively in the long term. Others find it crucial for the child to establish a bond with it’s parents at such a young age, and think it helps the parents as well. But even the incarcerated parents know it isn’t the ideal place to raise a child. But it beats being separated from your child. Often, parents will get so accustomed to their comfortable lifestyle in the prison that once their three years are up, they’ll try to get pregnant again just to stay at Aranjuez as long as possible. It isn’t easy to leave such a comfortable environment, especially once they get used to having their children and significant other surrounding them daily.

  

Prison 4 – San Pedro prison, located in La Paz, Bolivia

Usually, when someone is sent to prison it is because they’ve done something proving them incapable of being in a community. Prison is a place for people to be kept away from society, being often left alone or with very little interaction with others. San Pedro prison or El penal de San Pedro in spanish, is located in La Paz, Bolivia. A few police officers guard the outside of the prison, but inside it is completely ran by inmates and populated by over 1,500 male criminals.

This prison is ran quite similarly as a small town or city would in our society. Leaders, guards and people of importance are voted in by inmates. Their entire community runs on our world’s most important thing; money. You pay for your cell, food, personal belongings and basically everything you’d need to survive. There are of course jobs to be had, like in any place, to earn money so that you can survive. Some of the jobs they offer are grocery or food stall clerk, hairdresser, laundry, carpenter, shoe-shiner, real estate agent and TV and radio repairman. A job is essential in San Pedro if you aren’t wealthy, since housing in the prison varies from $20 – $5,000. Some inmates also have children and their wives who live with them on the grounds to take care of, which isn’t cheap either of course. Like in the “real world”, there are more luxurious and comfortable housings to live in if you can afford them. If you have the money, your stay here could be lovely. Another money making tactic is competitive sports. Every sector of the prison has a football team that competes in weekly tournaments, with bets of more than $20,000 a year from the wealthy inmates. This gives athletically inclined inmates a chance to make quite a lot of money by doing something they love. San Pedro is definitely a huge culture shock to learn about, especially compared to a traditional prison.

Let’s not sugar coat it. South America is very well known for their abundant production of cocaine. They have the perfect climate and resources to produce, sell and ship out millions of tons daily to drug addicted citizens all over the globe. Being the continent’s bread and butter, the many jobs needed in the drug industry are employed by their residents. Children, adults, elders, and you guessed it – criminals. Keeping the best for last, San Pedro prison’s main income is from the drug trade. Approximately 80% of the inmates there are being held for drug related crimes, with most of them being addicts and users. Cocaine is produced behind the jail’s walls and sold by the prison’s dealers to other inmates and the public to feed people’s addictions and reel in the cash. Poorer inmates who cannot afford the luxury of powdered cocaine can buy “base”, the leftover residue from the manufacturization of cocaine. Despite being far cheaper, base is much more addictive and dangerous to take than regular cocaine since it contains the toxic chemicals that are cooked out of cocaine. Needless to say addicts do not care what they take as long as it fulfills their craving.

With drugs and money always comes crime and murder. Inmates have said that there is an average of 4 deaths per month due to natural causes, “accidents” and murder. San Pedro has a strict no abuse towards women or children policy, and when those rules are violated said offender is publicly murdered by a leader in the prison. Since many women and children do live with their family member in this prison, it’s a recurring thing to see conflict and violence involving them. In 2013, a 12 year old girl living in San Pedro reported her pregnancy to the authorities, which was discovered to be a result of rape from several male family members of her’s. Bolivians were outraged as they should be, and had the last straw. That year the government had issued San Pedro to close and relocate to a more safe and secure prison, yet today it still hasn’t moved since there’s no where to put these two thousand-something convicts in Bolivia. There are many pros and cons to the way this prison works, and it definitely adds to the list of most interesting penitentiaries around the world.

These four prisons all have one thing in common; they’re completely unorthodox. But in a state of severe criminalization, desperate times call for desperate measures. I think it’s interesting how even though each prison uses extreme techniques to discipline their inmates, they are all polar opposites. Halden uses an understanding and humane approach, where as Maricopa County is brutal and quite torturous towards their people. Aranjuez gives inmates an extra luxury and San Pedro’s inmates are loose and in charge themselves. It shows how different our world copes with crime and deals with it, humane or harsh. Some places have more money and can afford nicer penitentiaries and better treatments, where as others who are poorer suffer. My research and what I’ve learned has definitely broadened my horizons on different prisons around the world and how they work. And that if I ever go to jail, I’d hope that it’s in Norway.

 

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Peeling skin patches Special Effects makeup

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This creation is gruesome yet still has meaning behind it. My initial plan for this was to have pieces of skin peeling off, each one safety pinned together with the blood and meat under the skin being exposed underneath. The statement behind this is that we are all the same underneath our skin, no matter what our looks, race, opinions, style may be.

To do this, I poured about 5 layers of liquid latex on a plate, letting each one dry before applying the next one. Once done I peeled it off and cut the latex piece into smaller “skin flaps” to fit the areas of my face I wanted to cover. I covered them with a foundation that matches my skin tone to make it look like my actual skin. I put liquid latex and thinned out pieces of cotton balls on the spots of my face where the skin flaps wouldn’t be, and picked at it once dried to add texture to my new exposed flesh. I painted with it a thin wash of red and black paints and then proceeded to adhere the latex pieces on with more liquid latex. I took the safety pins and attached each skin flap together (and stabbed my real skin while doing it) to add more of an impact on the effect. I took a stipple sponge and added thick stage blood to the areas around each safety pin and the edges of the latex pieces. I finally took liquid blood and sprayed it on the uncovered areas of my real face and neck.

I am quite pleased with how this turned out. I do definitely think that this makes a statement, although if I’m not sure if it’s very easy to pick up on what it means right away by simply looking at the photo. I might redo a different version of this one sometime in the future, and try different techniques to sell the concept a bit more.

Busting eyeballs Special Effects makeup

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This look is definitely very eye-catching! I had really enjoyed making my loose eyeball in one of the looks I did a couple months ago, and I had a craving to do more. This is kind of like the upgraded version of that one. Somehow in my deranged, disturbing mind I came up with the idea of having a bunch of eyeballs protruding from my eye area.

To make the eyeballs, I sculpted them using cotton balls and rolling them in liquid latex. I made about 20 different eyeballs, varying in different sizes. Once they dried, I painted on a thin wash of a yellowish brown colour to give a more realistic effect, and then added the details.

I covered my real eye with a cotton pad, which is my favourite method since one usually covers the entire eye and eyebrow. I stippled liquid latex over it carefully and added some tissue around and over the cotton pad to blend it into the skin. With more latex soaked tissue, I built a “wall” around the area of my eye I just covered to create the hole for my new eyeballs. I stuck them all in individually with liqud latex and added small pieces of thinned out cotton balls around them to hold them all there.

Once the prosthetic part was done, I painted the whole thing with red, brown and black water activated paints and drowned myself in blood. I made sure to not completely cover the eyes in blood so the details wouldn’t get lost.

I love creating these eyeballs. I want to explore making different body parts in the future, like fingers or maybe organs. I also think it would look super cool to do this on both eyes, although I’d have to do that on a model considering it’s very difficult to maneuver around with one eye covered, let alone two.

Avant-garde clown bodypaint

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For this creation, I was honestly inspired by the aesthetic of creepy clowns, old carnivals, and American Horror Story’s fourth season “Freakshow”. I had also just received the wig that I’m wearing in the photo and wanted to do a cool look with it. I really love the colour scheme I chose, I think that the reds, pinks, white and black look beautiful yet slightly creepy. I did a lot of blending and shading, especially with the neck part, since I wanted it to look messy and dirty. Lightly blending the brown colour under the scallops of the neck piece really defined it and made it pop. This is my favourite avant-garde/bodypaint type creation that I’ve done so far, and I can really see some improvements within each look I do.

My first experience at drag makeup – Inspired by Trixie Mattel

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This was my very first attempt at doing drag makeup. I’ve been fascinated with drag queens and culture for about 5 years now, so I thought it’d be a good idea to finally try it out myself. I took inspiration from my favorite drag queens, Trixie Mattel. Her style is like a very exaggerated barbie mixed with a glamorous clown, and I love it. It’s very different to “traditional drag makeup” which I seem to be more attracted to versus the regular “beauty pageant” queens. I find it more creative and interesting to look at, and I feel as if I can identify with that quirky and ridiculous style of drag better with my personal aesthetic and personality.

After collecting a few reference photos and watching many tutorials on YouTube, I started the look by covering up my very thick and dark natural eyebrows. I had tried once or twice before to block out my brows, and it had been a hellish experience if I recall correctly. To do this, you brush out your brow hairs flat and comb through small layers of glue (from a glue stick), powder them once dried with translucent face powder and repeat the process until the brows are completely flattened and ready to be painted over. I guess practice does make perfect since I think I did a very good job on this part. It’s really important to do this in drag makeup because it erases your eyebrows and allows you to create new, exaggerated “feminine” ones higher up on your face. Since the average drag queen is a biological male, their eyebrows are usually much more different than a female’s so this is a crucial step.

I then proceeded to cover up the eyebrows with a thick full coverage foundation that matches my skin to make them disappear even more, and I dragged it down to the rest of my face and neck. Next, I contoured and highlighted. This is what truly makes or breaks a drag queen because it completely reshapes the facial structure. I studied my reference photo and tried to replicate how Trixie Mattel’s contour and highlight was placed. The cheeks are very rounded and sculpted so I used a cool toned brown cream paint to carve them out. To highlight, I applied a light cream color to the high points of my new cheeks. The nose is very delicate and small, so I painted on two very close lines on each side of the nose with one in the middle using my highlight shade. Once finished, I knew I had to powder the entire face since I was finished using the creme/liquid products. If you don’t do this, you risk smudging or wiping off all the work you’ve done on your face previously. Powders also do not blend on cremes unless the creme has already been evenly coated in a powder product of some sort. The technique is known by makeup artists worldwide as “Paint and Powder”. To finish off the face I applied a heaping load of Trixie’s signature hot pink barbie-esque blush all over the cheek area. This really brought the look together and made it more recognizable.

Next, I went on to doing the eyes. A lot of drag queens paint the crease of the eye over the eyebrow to create a higher set eye which kind of gives an “eye lift” effect. I knew I wanted to do a blue eyeshadow look, so I drew a rough outline of my new eye shape and slowly blended in the blue shades. I put a thick white line on my bottom lash line to make the waterline of my eye seem bigger. After blending away, I added a humongous amount of liquid liner to create the signature winged eyeliner which completely covered my natural eyelid. I stacked on about 4 sets of false lashes on each eye, although next time I think I would use more lashes, as well as bigger ones which I didn’t have at the time of doing this.

Once I had my new eyes down, I drew on my eyebrows. These didn’t turn out how I wanted them to be, but I’m sure that with practice I can master it. The eyebrows weren’t meant to be the focal point of this look, so I didn’t worry too much about them anyways. I completely overdrew my lips to make myself look like I’d had 43 lip injections in the past week, and I was done!

This was really fun to do and a great learning experience for me. I definitely want to try drag makeup many times again. I have many ideas of other drag looks I would like to recreate, and once I start to really get the hang of it I’d like to maybe even create my own drag style.

 

 

 

Drug Wars Infographic

 

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After much creative thinking and work, I have finished my infographic on the drug industry. My initial concept for this project is not what I imagined the final product to be, but I sort of had different ideas throughout the process and I’m very pleased as to how it turned out.

I was planning on focusing on just certain drug lords and cartels, but it ended up being more on all the different aspects of the drug industry such as imprisonment, diseases, cultures, use of drugs, money, etc. I think this is a much better idea since if someone were to open my infographic without knowing anything whatsoever about drugs and how they affect our world, it would cover most of the main aspects of the subject. I thoroughly enjoyed making the infographic and would like to make more on more precise and in depth subjects that relate to this topic, such as HIV.

My ultimate goals for physical literacy

This year for physical literacy, I will be using an exercise bicycle. My goals for this are to get more into shape and fit exercise into my everyday life.

A main goal of mine that I’m working at is to live my life as healthily as possible. I have mostly focused on my diet for the past year or so, due to recent illness, and have completely changed my eating habits to be much healthier. I have noticed an immense difference in my mood, health and overall life. Now, I would like to really focus on my physical health by doing more exercise that works well with me and my lifestyle.

I’ve really got into my health recently and I feel very motivated to keep on going and to feel one hundred percent. I am exited to start exercising and really going in depth with my health and body, and I think this will really make a difference in my overall life.

 

Drug lord time table

 

This is my table of drug lords I’ve been curating. It isn’t completely finished yet, since I’m updating it as I go through my research. This is my main resource of research and information for my project. All the information was found through the internet. I watched many youtube documentaries and read news articles on said individuals/cartels, and got a lot of information from biography.com , which gives a brief biography on each person.

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